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門天宮寶藏,而無有主。汝可屈意為此舍
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主,我為汝婦,供給使令。必莫見違,滿我
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所願!」沙彌心念:「我有何罪,遇此惡緣?我今
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寧當捨此身命,不可毀破三世諸佛所制
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禁戒。昔日比丘至婬女家,寧投火坑,不犯
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於婬;又諸比丘,賊所劫奪,以草繫縛,風吹
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日曝,諸蟲唼食,以護戒故,不絕草去;如
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鵝吞珠,比丘雖見,以持戒故,極苦不說;
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如海船壞,下座比丘以守戒故,授板上座,
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沒海而死。如是諸人,獨佛弟子能持禁戒,
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我非弟子、不能持耶?如來世尊獨為彼
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師、非我師耶?如瞻蔔華并胡麻壓油,瞻
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蔔香;若合臭花,油亦隨臭。我今已得遇善
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知識,云何今日當造惡法?寧捨身命,終不
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破戒、污佛法僧父母師長。」又復思惟:「我若逃
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突,女欲心盛,捨於慚愧,走外牽捉及誹謗
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我,街陌人見,不離污辱。我今定當於此捨
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命。」方便語言:「牢閉門戶,我入一房,作所應
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作,爾乃相就。」女即閉門。沙彌入房,關撢
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門戶,得一剃刀,心甚歡喜,脫身衣服,置於
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架上,合掌跪向拘尸那城佛涅槃處,自立誓
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願:「我今不捨佛、法、眾僧,不捨和上阿闍
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梨,亦不捨戒;正為持戒,捨此身命。願所
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往生,出家學道,淨修梵行,盡漏成道。」即
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刎頸死,血流滂沛,污染身體。時女怪遲,趣
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門看之,見戶不開,喚無應聲,方便開戶,
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見其已死,失本容色,欲心尋息,慚結懊惱,
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自搣頭髮,爪裂面目,宛轉灰土之中,悲
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呺泣淚,迷悶斷絕。其父會還,打門喚女,女
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